Monday, August 14, 2006

Dadgummit


That wasn't so bad. Not at all. I kept moving. Tried to look busy. All in a vain attempt to keep my mind from understanding what it was seeing. Jake was fine. Of course he was. He always is.

I am not fine. Today was only a preview, an hour of meet and greet. Tomorrow he's there for two and a half hours. Without me. With some cool ladies and kids no doubt, but without me.

It's not the first time we've left him somewhere. That's not it. I guess parents can understand my insanity here. If not, I would imagine I truly have lost my marbles. I don't want to hold him back but I don't want to let him go just yet either. Such is responsibility. Responsibility is such crap.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Congrats to Jake. We are anxiously awaiting Z's first day as well. He doesn't start until after Labor Day. I am excited, scared, elated and downright sad all at the same time. I suppose this is normal. Good for you Jake!!

-Amanda

Anonymous said...

.. niiiiice . looks as though the Xmen are showin an interest in Mr. Mockery .. Good work Jake!!

-brandon